I dont want to grow up...

I don’t want to grow up I have decided!!! lol....

Life is happening so fast so fast...I know I am at a point in my life where this is so called "natural" to be confused and restless, but I don’t want it. I need peace right now, and guidance. My heart and my mind are restless, so many choices, so much time, but what road shall I take, what commitment shall I make.

I need to start acting like the Bobbi that I claim to be. My ideas and thought s about who I want to be, and who I am striving to be are not lining up, actually they seem to be conflicting. Do I want kids and a husband? Do I want the apartment of my own living the single life? Which one am I striving for, which one is the dream and which one is the goal?.....I thought I knew the answer...ha! The only two things I am sure of are these....who my maker is, God, and what my purpouse in this life is, to glorify God and enjoy him forever....everything else is a fog!