"May my cry come before you, O LORD ;
give me understanding according to your word.
May my supplication come before you;
deliver me according to your promise.
May my lips overflow with praise,
for you teach me your decrees.
May my tongue sing of your word,
for all your commands are righteous.
May your hand be ready to help me,
for I have chosen your precepts.
I long for your salvation, O LORD ,
and your law is my delight.
Let me live that I may praise you,
and may your laws sustain me.
I have strayed like a lost sheep.
Seek your servant,
for I have not forgotten your commands. "
-Psalm 119
I can not tell you how much this passage ahs given me such a refreshing taste for life! These past couple weeks I have not been myself, I haven't been the Bobbi that every one knows, not optimistic not joyful at all. For me to crack a smile was truley a struggle. Why? Thats something I am just trying to figure out myself I think it's a compalation of many things. I had a friend last night tell me that its just growing pains of life that we all go through. I guess the hardest part about all this is that I don't have my family near by to go and run to for a hug when I need one. Thats it I discovered! Thats what, you ask? TRUST! I lean on others way to much for comfort when clearly God wants me to cling to him ....with my anxietes and all....man lifes sucha dance!